User Profile

Hello peoples! How are you all? Good? Bad? Meh, who cares, aslong as we're having fun and metal, all is good! Am I me, I is I. If I had to label myself, I'd say goth/metalhead, but I don't really enjoy labels. I wear whatever I want because I like it, so call me a poser if you want, but who the fuck am I trying to fit in with? I'm anti-social most of the time, so what's the point of posing? And who would I pose to? I'm a bit of a nerd and love my computer games, but I also love my music and I'm planning to learn how to play guitar. Yes yes, it's weird, but then again, anyone who isn't weird is weird...........or some confusing shit like that! Although I might look scary and sound scary on here, if you met me, you'd actually realise that I'm a really great guy and that I'm really nice, caring and understanding (or so I'm told).

This section goes to the Fallen. You probably betrayed me, I might have betrayed you, but even now, I still love you. I hope you all have good lives, even if some of you don't deserve them.

I have an alter ego. His name is Dr. Cannibalism. I didn't think up the name. I was called it after suggesting cannibalism as a resolution to a few problems a few times, lol. It's my alter ego because, when pushed, I'd gladly start bite a chunk out of someone and swallow it *shrugs* Would you continue fighting someone who just ATE part of you? I swear I'm getting crazier as I get older. I also have been nicknamed "Cupid", "Cherub" and "Evil Cherub", because sometimes I play teh matchmaker and try get people to go out. Hehehe, it's fun ^_^ I am also called "McMc" (prounced Mick Mick, but really fast), due to an interesting conversation involving insults said they were McDonalds products and my last name. I've been called "Predator" by some. I have no idea why. Finally, I sometimes refer to myself as "The Great Betrayer". Because, I always betray myself and my feelings and get myself hurt. Fun.

Once I can play guitar, I wanna learn bass, drums and vocals ^.^ Then I can be the ultimate music man, MUHAHAHAHA! I wanna create a band and I nearly did, but it fell through, due to lack of dedication by the other band members. You'll notice that my favourites are in my friends too. If you haven't worked it out, the people in my favourites list I consider to be really good friends and I consider myself very close to them. I also add people who rate me, because they're friendly. *shrugs* I dunno why exactly, but I do.

I swear I have obsessive compulsive disorder. It explains a hell of alot of things about me. I should get it checked out I guess. Some people don't like me for who I am and those people don't have to. I just hate it when it turns out who be someone who I want to be friends with.

I hate it how people can be so judgemental at times. I also hate it when people lie to me about something when they know I'll get really hurt when I find out. I really hate the lying thing, because I take things better if I'm not lied to and told how things are straight up. Hell, I even got my friend with a girl I liked because he liked her too (I regretted it, but they were happy while it lasted). But I also hate myself, because I myself sometimes do such things.

I couldn't seem to get a girlfriend when I was younger, which was getting really annoying. I had a girlfriend a few months, but we split up due to "outsider issues". So yes, I've experianced that, but now I'm going good with my current girlfriend. I think it was a case of most girls who got to know me think I'm really sweet and nice and stuff, but not dateable. It used to piss me off, because I was basically the guy they'd tell everything to, but would never ever consider having a relationship with. But that does not matter, because I don't really care.. I find it annoying when someone complains to me about how their relationships went sour and such. Atleast you got to go out with the person you like, so stop complaining about it. You were happy for that time, so deal with it.

I've made some mistakes with the way I've dealt with things before. I've lost friends over things which shouldn't matter to either of us. It's amazing how cold and unforgiving human beings can be sometimes. I apologise to those I've turned my back on and to those I've done something to make them turn their back on me (unless it wasn't my fault, so in which case, unless I like you still, go fuck yourself).

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